Last Saturday I was enjoying a quiet afternoon to myself. Reading a new book and watching girly shows on TV while the bf was out playing darts with his stupid fucking neighbor friend that I very much dislike.

Around 5pm they come home requesting dinner. Meatloaf. But not just any meatloaf. I had a 10 minute conversation on exactly how they want their precious meatloaf made. As I had nothing else to do, and I enjoy cooking (although I really wanted someone to pick up a taco for me for dinner) I complied. Played some music and got down on some meatloaf... (continued)

Just annoyed with everything, mainly everyone around me is getting married and seems to have their life coming together and I am the looser with no boyfriend and I need to get laid already, FUCK life.

Recently my boyfriend dropped out of uni to take a gap year and work full-time. I'm a complete academia person myself so i could never imagine doing that, but I fully supported him. I even thought it might be kind of nice, during uni both our schedules are always so crazy we don't get to see each other a lot.
Anyway he wanted to get a full time job during his gap year and again I thought this would be good cause usually I'm the one that has to get the cheque for when we go out (not that that's a bad thing but I'm USUALLY the one that's paying and its ki... (continued)

So, I just interviewed in 13 programs across the country in 3 different specialties but none of them are in places my boyfriend will move to. He has a privileged life he doesn't want to change. I think that precludes ever marrying me. I've been ready for our relationship to move to the next level 2 years ago after he and I had already been living together for two years. I get that he needs time before the ring thing, but honestly he doesn't understand the fiercely competitive nature of my work and how he can't call me several times a day. Today he wante... (continued)

I thought we were friends. I thought we respected one another, but I was wrong. SO wrong. I looked up to you like you were my own brother. I took your thoughtfulness to listen to me as kind. You took my kindness as weakness. I thought you were so interesting and imaginitve, full of ideas. I was happy I had someone to talk to as I dealt with my transition to college. But you had it all planned out from day one...

I wondered why you asked me if I told my parents everything I did. I shook my head and said no, I wasnt a baby anymore. I just thought you wa... (continued)