For the past three months my uncle has just been getting high staying up all night keeping the whole family up, my grandmother has dementia and she is losing her mind, my mom works 100 hours a week so we can have a better life, my father left me and I still haven't met him, and the rest of my family is crazy. Not to mention that I'm failing algebra because of all this. I'm starting to act out and I'm getting and attitude and I'm starting to snap and just yell and go to my room. I need just someone to talk to. I go to a psychologist but it never helps. I get the proper care but it doesn't help me feel better. I'm so angry about just stuff in general.
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I understand that the circumstances around you are difficult as I've survived such a childhood. Overall it was just one brief period of my whole life.
I invite you to consider an alternative to all that is around you and wrong. Can you answer... What can you see in yourself that is wonderful? Or about yourself? What do you have that others do not? It might be simple, for me I like my toes. It is funny but I like them. Create a list, each day add one thing that you can be thankful for or one aspect of your self that you love.
When I go to India to Mumbai the largest city, do you know what I smell? Dust and urine... why urine? Because people do not have toilets...so people have no place to go to the toilet. So people urinate in public, on the city street in full traffic....
Without shoes, homes or education, they sleep on the street or where they may be. In their own country they are held back from employement because in their own country they do not speak the language of business - english. Perhaps these examples may inspire to see somethings that you can be helpful for.
As you see each day more things to be thankful for you will see more possibilities.
With much love and hope,
Deborah:-)