For 6 years I have tried to take the higher road. I have successfully let all her passive-aggressive insults and jabs roll right off me. Lately I cannot take it, I seem to be filled to capacity and cannot even handle one more of her subtle underhanded comments. I have tried to just say things like "stop being mean", or "what exactly do you mean by that?" to try to put an end to it without causing a war. The thing that really causes a rage to brew in me is the fact that she is soooooo good at manipulating the situation to come off as a... (continued)
Respect, apparently a foreign concept. I try to show it to all I meet because I know how the flip side feels, but I get so little back I'm just ready to say screw it and be the bitch that's clawing to step out inside. Relationships are supposed to be mutual and compromise. I try to respect that before I do something or act on big decisions, but I'm getting tired of feeling like a child back under my parent's roof having to ask their permission. I'm tired of being taken for granted. I'm tired of being the freak everyone tolerates. I'm loyal to a fault but... (continued)
I'm a guy made for success yet there's a wall of shit holding me back as life's massive pelvis thrust nears. All my great friends are hundreds of miles away, my only nearest "friend" annoys the living vile crap out of me, i'm lonely as fuck.Some PUSSIES may say, "hey man call down. You got a family support and bare necessities. C'mon bro you're on your way." On my way to break your FUCKING legs. What douchebags don't realize is when you go from being one of the smartest kid in high school and the most humble and kind hearted TO a demo... (continued)
I feel really f-ing angry right now.
People are so unforgiving. This comes as quite a shock for me, because i'm somebody that's "always nice". Even when somebody is really awful to me, I don't stay mad for long and shrug it off. I don't see the point in dragging it out - it only hurts me and the other person.
So why the hell is it, that nobody else seems to agree with me?
People seem to enjoy making me sit in the corner. They seem to enjoying having control. They seem to enjoy having the power to make me feel worthless and unlovable. They se... (continued)
Alright. So 9 months ago I met my to be wife. Long story short i lied to her about getting head. (im not a virgin and i told her ive been with a few girla before her). Anyways so yesterday i came clean and told her cause i didnt want there to be anything between us. Nothing was going wrong and were both madly in love with eachother. She freaked out and so like an idiot i lied and told her it was a joke.. then i ended up admitting it wasnt. Went through a whole night of late night convo trying to make her feel even the slightest bit better. Today things w... (continued)